So turns out someone's been feeding me estrogen lately.
I actually think I'm more girl then guy at the moment.
I'm emotional, really emotional.
Now for those of you that know me well*, would know that I haven't cried in a while... but I want to.. and just before was the closest I've come to crying in a long while.
What triggered it? Listening to some Opeth really, really loud. The master lyrics combined with the intricate and evocative musicianship almost overwhelmed me. I know, wtf?
Anyway, I like to be in control... not just of myself, but of the people and objects around me. That's what is confusing me at the moment, I'm not handling this shit well....
I didn't run today (N), nor spin..
I think with spinning I'm just gonna concentrate on non-contact until i get my purpose-built stick. Otherwise foundations may be built sloppily. I'm really glad I've kept to spinning for all these years, it's a good factor in my life... very controlled haha.
FLAC > Isabella > B22 > HD800
> 30.2 > stereo speakers
> RSA Apache > Darth Beyers
Those 10 words will set me back about AU$30,000 haha. No-one will have a clue what any of that means or does but it makes me feel fucking awesome. Knowing what I want, how it works together, why and yeah. Audio <3.
I'm very excited about the next 24 hours, should be fucking cake.
Again, a fairly shit blog.
A red sun will rise tomorrow.
*I write as though lots of people read my blog, it makes me feel good inside.
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A most enjoyable blog. Especially the part about a red sun rising.... It shall for me as well blood will be spilt this night my friend. May the force be with you...
ReplyDeleteI thought that reference was pretty obscure. Kudos for picking up on it.
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